Okay. First off. I LOVE IT!! And secondly? I LOVE IT!! 
Yea. Figured out that I love this one? I actually had no idea it was coming. When it was dropped off I thought it was my new cell phone LOL (that’s a whole other story, but turns out the phone was left on my back step 2 days ago >.<)
So, Eden Fantasys sent me the Sexy pinstripe chemise set by Dreamgirl. Now, I do admit to being a bit nervous about it at the beginning. Being a bigger girl, (even after the 38lb weight loss) things like this have a hard time falling right on my body. They bunch and stretch and and do all sorts of uncomfortable things. So, I was quite happy when I got the lingerie and it was a nice stretchy microfiber!
Now. I admit to being disappointed that it only came in a plastic bag. But *shrugs* beggars can’t be choosers! It would be quite simple to wrap in nice tissue paper if it was a gift. It comes in 4 sizes, s-m-l-1x/2x. Now. I wear the 1x/2x size. And it sits quite well on my body!!
It also comes with a pair of panties, the in-between regular and thong with nice bikini sides. 
They are incredibly comfortable!!! (For us big girls, they are not the style that pulls up over half your belly. They sit right over the groin area.)
Also, this outfit is *made* to show off your ass!! The back of the chemise has a cut out portion for your tooshy to show off the wonderful shape that it is!!
The microfiber feels wonderful along the skin, it has quite a silky texture. It also moves quite nice, allowing for good movement if you’re dancing or doing whatever. I did quite a lot of walking around, trying on different stockings and footwear in it, and aside from doing a little of the “pull-down-and-shimmy-dance” I had no problems with it. (Due to my body shape it scrunched up a little under my breasts. Not much of a complaint, if you ask me, considering the comfort factor even with this.)
Now. In this pic, I am simply putting my hands on my hips. I am not holding the parts aside. I have hips. Hips like battleships. So. The back gets parted more than what I think would be “normal” due to my sizeable hips. While I do wish the chemise was a tad bit longer, I love how it shows off the ass. If your partner is an ass man/woman, GET THIS!
The chemise has underwire cups with a cute little button between them that has a jewel on it. The cups are a bit small even for me, (i’m somewhere around a 39B1/2) so if your bust is much more than that your breasts will strain against the chemise and perhaps spill out. Granted, that’s what you want sometimes!! LOL
This outfit can work very much with several “looks” ranging from naughty secretary to schoolgirl, to simply a sexy, cute outfit for your partner. I enjoyed wearing a top-hat style hat with my sexy heels and thought the look worked quite well. You could also use a tie for this look, stockings with garters, or any other combination if you’re looking for dress up play.
The one thing however, is that split over the butt that I spoke of earlier. 
I can see this tearing easily, if there’s a whole lot of tugging on the item. So, if you plan on rough play, get this off first. Or, if you’re handy with a needle and thread, put some extra stitches in there to help it hold together.
All in all, I’m very, very happy with this outfit, and do plan on going to Eden Fantasys for more sexy lingerie . And they also carry costumes as well! LOL
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Okay. This movie, is one of the most enjoyable films I’ve ever seen, especially for a porn. Done by Wicked Pictures it stars Evan Stone, Stormy, Mike Horner, Andy Spears and Devinn Lane. As i’m sure you can already tell by the title, it’s a satire on SpaceBalls/Star Wars. And Satire they did!! So, let’s get into it shall we?? heh..heh..heh
So first off, thanks Eden Fantasys for sending me this!! Space Nuts, while not the best porn, nor my favorite movie, is my favorite satire of all time!!
I have to say, I was quite impressed right away. They put in a nice blurb about safe sex. Always nice. 
I want to stress here though, that after this there is strobing as the Wicked Pictures self-promo shot comes up. So, if you’re sensitive to strobing or are epileptic or anything, please be aware of this. Now. After this I must give them kudos. They use the Star Wars style yellow lettering traveling up the page [into space] for a little intro to the story. Once again. Satire! LOVED it!
So, we start with sex. Of course Princess Hubba Hubba (yep, i’m serious. Please remember: satire) needs some companionship on the SS Royal Brat. teehee i want me one! 
It’s shortly thereafter that we meet Jeeves. He’s Princess Hubba Hubba’s faithful robot companion. Now. I think Jeeves is my favorite character, despite Evan Stone being my favorite adult actor.
From here, we meet the Evil Overlord and the Dark Witch. Now this is incredibly entertaining! The Evil Overlord is trying to kidnap Princess Hubba Hubba so he can marry her and rule her star system, the Clitoran System. 
So he shoots her ship and captures a space pod.
Now, I’m not going to ruin the plot too much, as there actually is a plot in this movie. Shortly hereafter we meet Buzz StarFucker, captain of the Floating Balls Space Casino. 
Now, the sets they did were pretty good 
Of course, it’s a room here, a room there. But, we have to remember that this is an adult film. The budget is not quite what it would be otherwise. Here Jeeves get’s his first sex scene. Him and Princess Hubba Hubba get picked up by StarFucker and are made to work on the Floating Balls. Jeeves was a pleasure-bot. teehee 
Now, I must say. I enjoy this movie for the satire-ity of it. Not the sex. The sex scenes are mediocre at best. Each one ends exactly the same way, cum-on-face. So if you like that, watch away!!! I have to say though, that all sex scenes involved use of condoms, which is awesome as safety always first. The cinematography though, on the sex scenes was really good. I, for one, do not watch porn for up close cock-in-pussy. 
I have to say though, I really enjoyed the costumes, especially these 2 in the requisite 3-some. I like how they themed the colors and also ensured they matched the set work.
My favorite sex scenes are at the very end. The last 3 actually. 
This is one of them…and dayam she has a nice ass!!! If nothing else, this movie has nice female ass!!!
Well, that and some great positions. 
Holy smokes right? And yes, despite the veins in that arm, it IS a woman! lol My favorite “position” one though is when StarFocker finally gets to shag the Princess.
So, eventually the Evil Overlord does capture Princess Hubba Hubba, to which Jeeves and StarFucker must team up to rescue her. And well..let’s just say..that’s when the movie gets really entertaining!!!
All in all, mediocre sex scenes aside this is an enjoyable movie. IF you’re itching to watch something entertaining that’s not a children’s flick, this is it. If you’re wanting adult satire, this is most definitely it!! If you’re wanting quality sex scenes, this is not it. The sex however, while not moving the plot along, so-to-speak is worked into the plot well.
And ladies and gents, if you want or need any othersex toys please do go to Eden Fantasys! If you put 6CF in the “partner code” entry box it’ll give you a discount! The store is easy on the eyes, well priced and has an incredible selection!
 DVD by Wicked Pictures
Cast: Amber Rain, Casey Pink, Devinn Lane, Evan Stone
Director: Jonathan Morgan |
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Here’s the first one I call her “Petunia.” She doesn’t have “meaning” of sorts, more than making me smile when i see her. Petunia actually is a more lavender color, but the artist had to do a “wash” in order to get the pseudo color she’s supposed to be. So right now she’s very pink ‘cuz she’s healing. Once she’s healed she’ll be closer to the right color.
The second one is “snail.” They were both drawn by Matthew Gray Gubler. Snail..well, for me he shows how i’ve been making this slow but steady transition into the new me. The real me. Kind of why I also kept the “so slow” under the snail. Just..fits me lol
I love them both and will be printing photos of them to send to Matthew. I hope he likes them 
I know I do!!! :D:D:D
so, not much really to update on. am getting the net this coming monday *dances happily* finally!! no more chillin’ at mickey-dee’s for net LOL
Have an appointment for some more ink this friday. i’m so happy my skin is all tingly with anticipation. am getting 2 actually. will post photo’s prolly saturday so it’s not all bloody and shit LOL (i’m a bleeder )
have been doing tons of cleaning out and shit at home. am also finally getting into a good at home routine for chores, etc. have a lot more cleaning out to do. have also made the decision to get some bubble wrap friday and i’m putting my glass dishes in storage. (my basement lol) have gotten some new dinner ware that i love, and it’s plastic so when i drop it it won’t break LOL if you ask nice i’ll put up pics. trust me; you’ll get a rise out of it
Regarding me and this journey i’m on i’m finally coming full circle. A lot of where i’m going is places where i have been, in terms of personality, interests and stuff. It’s just spiced up a bit by the new me; the D/s, bdsm, etc. And i’m loving it!! It’s so…comforting, nice, etc to be coming back a bit to who i was before. It’s like..a coming home of sorts.
Well, i think that’s about it for now. I am making this trip to Mickey Dee’s quick ‘cuz i just really don’t want to sit here. Need to get home, wash some dishes, vacuum and then write.
I’ve started a new story i’m LOVING and i wanna start getting it typed up so i can save it. It’s gonna be a short story, but that’s alright. The working title is “The Orgiastic Massacre of Little Dogwood.” heh..heh..heh
So, decided to type this up at home, then post it tomorrow night when I’m babysitting the niece and nephew. So this was actually written 11-1-09. And you know what? I just realized I can connect to an open wifi in my neighborhood…so let’s see if, when I can actually finish typing this up, if the connection is strong enough to pull up wordpress so I can post it. Ugh…the net is really sucky. So. I think it’s gonna be posted tomorrow.
Dear god it’s November… I can’t believe it’s already November. I guess I’m sorta glad it is, ‘cuz that means more is in the past. More time has gone by, which means I’ve gotten farther along in this game called life.
I’m watching Criminal Minds. Love this show! I’m so fucking hooked on it. I’m considering getting cable just so I can get season 5 as it comes out lol.
I’ve realized over the last 3 years that there are 3 stages in a major life change. For me, I came out of my divorce and started realizing that who I was wasn’t who I was…if that makes sense. I was learning that I had so many needs that weren’t being met, and that I also had interests and wants that weren’t being fulfilled. While the wants are not as important, simply learning this was a total “holy fucking shit” moment.
For me, right around the time when my ex and I decided to start seeing other people, I joined an MMORPG to meet new people. Get out of my box, ya know. During that time, I did in fact meet someone, who ended up being my first Owner. Through him and the game I learned about my submissive nature.
I learned why I have the needs I do. Why I need to listen and be good. Why I need a man who is able to make the decisions.
Really, in the end that was kind of an exciting discovery for me. It was nice to finally figure out the why’s. I’m a bit of a why freak. I have a need-to-know complex. So having that knowledge has helped me. A lot. And I have learned a lot more about me and my needs since then.
As well as my interests. The biggest … “issue” I’ve been having lately has been trying to like… “BE” me. Ya know? Have who I am expressed in how I speak, how I dress how I look, how I live, my interior decorating. Things of that nature.
I’m starting to get that though! Starting to figure out exactly how to express myself, my personality. I’m cleaning out a lot of my old stuff. Things that no longer pertain to who I am, where I’m going in life. I’m finally getting into a routine at home as well, cleaning, housekeeping and such. I’ve gotten rid of about 3 bags of garbage, 3 boxes of books and 1 box of just misc stuff. And that was just this weekend. Got rid of 3 other boxes of stuff a couple weeks ago as well.
I still have several more storage boxes to go through. 4 of them, plus a box of books and a box of a few random things plus my stuffed animals. I’m debating about my plates, bowls, etc. I have some new stuff, Halloween stuff that I really like. I love fun monsters and stuff and actually got new plates and bowls that match some pillow cases I have now LOL but I really prefer those to my other ones, as nice as they really are. I’m considering getting some bubble wrap and storing them downstairs. I’ll be damned if I get rid of them.
((so apparently i didn’t finish writing this LOL will write more later))
Well, last night I had the best time evar!!! Went to a rockin’ halloween/sahmain party and had tons of fun! Dressed up as a naughty schoolgirl We had yummy food, and a couple drinks (well, i had only like, half of one lol) and we danced and sang and chanted and just shot the shit. It was a blast. I am so hung over from all the energy *laughs* but it’s a good hung over
This is my favorite holiday and I’m finally learning to accept that it’s okay for me to have pumpkins and monsters out all year around LOL In a few minutes I’m gonna head over to target and walmart and see what they have on sale from their halloween stuff. Maybe there’ll be something good
Still working on getting the internet at home. I think I found who I’m gonna go with, but I’m debating on if I wanna get cable too. Part of me wants to, so I’ll have tv and can watch the news and Criminal Minds new season and all that, but I’ve been without cable for *so long* that I really don’t miss it, ya know? So, we’ll see.
Well, that’s about it for now. Nothing exciting really, so here’s a couple pics of me from last night.
So, over the last week (today would be the start of week 2) i had influenza. Goddam i was miserable!! Ugh… -.-
But anyway, it really gave me some time to think. Well, a lot of down time to think. And boy did I lol. So, I’m making some changes. I realized 2 main things during this … forced time of reflection
- 1 – I still use food as a comfort item. >.<
- 2 – I still try to conform to some arbitrary status quo of what I “should be”.
So anyway, I’m making some changes to be more true to my whole self, rather than bits and pieces of myself. I tend to focus overly much on one or two things for a while, and then focus on something else, and then focus on something else. Rinse and repeat. This is regularly to the detriment of other things. Perhaps I focus so much on a project I will forget to pay a bill, or I will let an interest wane so that it doesn’t get the attention I want it to have.
So, one thing I’ve done (well it’s technically 5) is to take down my profiles, etc on fetish sites and also i removed my fetish sites as well. Why have I done this? Well, first off I’m more into photographs. Secondly, (when I had the net and was able to devote time to it) I just wasn’t pulling the money in I needed. I was doing it only for the money and the one pay out I got helped me tons. Now I don’t even have the net right now so I’m not even able to do it anyway. Thirdly, my heart just wasn’t into it. There was always that little voice in the back of my head going “Hey, this isn’t me..why am I doing this?” And I kept telling myself excuses, ‘cuz it’s fun, for the money, etc. Well, it was dragging me down and it just wasn’t… me ya know?
I’ve been focusing too much on the external, on wanting to be as appealing as possible to as many as possible, etc etc and all the jazz that goes with it.
In the end, I need to become the best me that I can be. So. I’m cutting out a lot of needless stuff and going back to the beginning. I’m going to work on some projects to completion and throw out those that I don’t need/want/etc. And I’m going to start being me, start actually “being” me if you know what I mean. Going to work on stopping focusing on this one thing or that one thing and figure out how to actively be all of me all of the time.
Hope that makes sense LOL And for the record; i’m still submissive, still into petplay and bdsm and all that. I’m still ME
Yay for pink-ness! If you know me at all, or have read my blog at all y’all know i love pink. Pink pink pink…so when i saw The Fresh Chain Leash at Eden Fantasys well..i just had to have it!!! I mean…can you blame me??? 
This beauty has a nice pink chain, with a handle pink on the outside, and blue on the inside. The colors are very complimentary and I must say work very well together, so there’s not an overwheming-ness of pink. Yes, even I can get too much pink!! LOL
The leash is about 36″ long with a handle maybe 5-6″ long. In the long run, it’s more of a for looks leash however. Upon decent yanking and pulling it did break from the lobster clip, *however* it did fix quite easily!! So, for those of us in D/s petplay, this is more of a show leash, rather than an “i’m in a pushing mood and gonna push Master’s patience today.” It’s not for that LOL
It attaches quite nicely to a collar, with a standard easy to use lobster clip. It’s quite light, so does not pull uncomfortably on the collar.
The clip swivels, which allows for ease of movement, but also keep in mind the length of the leash. At only 3′ it’s for close quarters play, not long-distance walking. It’s perfect for keeping your pet at your side, or a nice walk through the park
The leash is quite pretty, and thus would look very nice attached to almost any collar.
The handle is a polyethylene plastic type material, and thus is very easy to clean with a cloth or baby wipe.
All in all, despite it being more of a parade-use rather than hard-core use item, i am quite pleased with it and am thinking of getting more in the Fresh lineup, which also has cuffs, ball-gag and other similar bondage and fetish items. I really like that they all match. Being a girly kittenpup, that type of stuff strokes my fur the right way lol
So… as always…thanks Eden Fantasys!!!!!
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Just wanted to let y’all know about my sexy friend, the Delicious Kitten!! She does live video chat every day (mon-fri) on the same site i do: imlive , and also does video clips at clips4sale (again like i do! LOL) http://www.clips4sale.com/store/19723
Who can’t love such a biteable, spankeable ass huh???
And you can keep track of her here: http://deliciouskitten.thumblogger.com/
You’ll certainly love her as much as i do!! MMaayyybbeee someday there’ll be a vid and photos of us together hmm??? *getting lots of ideas* muahahaha!!!
So while i’m on a wifi thought i’d throw out a quitck updatey. The move has gone well. it’s taking longer than i want to unpack and all ‘cuz the ex-temp-roomie, her new apartment, they had to re-drywall a wall i guess, on the last minute so she asked if i minded if she hung around a few extra days, which i didn’t mind. It was kinda nice actually, ‘cuz it allowed me to sort of re-integrate to not living with a family. Now she’s staying at her new place and most of her stuff is gone, so i’ve gotten a lot of unpacking done. Unfortunately, i also agreed to watch her cat until Tuesday night. It is the most annoying fuzzy thing i’ve ever come into contact with *eye roll* ahh well. She’s a good friend whose helped me out, so it’s no matter. Will be quite nice when the cat (Edgar) is gone though LOL
Anyway, that’s about all for now. I should have my own net again here in a couple weeks (hopefully). In the meanwhile, I’m trying to unpack, make my house a home, and tryign to figure out how to buy it… i really really want to buy it. But, I have bad credit so…*shrugs* we’ll see.
